I have tried so hard to be a good person. I feel like most people have abandoned me.
All I want to do is be happy. Good friends, good family, a wonderful husband, and a healthy child. Maybe it is a lot to ask? I was on that track. What happened? I feel like I am all alone. Did I do something wrong?
I thought I was doing the right things. I obtained my bachelors and masters degrees. I help people whenever I can. I pray for better today's and tomorrows. All I want is the best for people.
I will admit. It has gotten harder since losing my mom. It seems that I am always asking everyone for help. I am sorry. I rather do things for myself and help others. It is the truth!
Will anyone find me loveable? Will anyone love me getting excited over the small things? Does anyone know how much I care about them?
Lord, please let people see the good in me!! Please!!!!
